How i felt with Daniel yesterday :)

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Suicide Is Something People Think About Everyday Maybe Even You, So Think About This First… .

So you want to kill yourself? Because no one cares about you. Your family hates you. Right? No. Your parents walking in your room in the morning to only find a dead body. They’ll try their hardest to not think negative, and to think that you’re fooling around. Then they’ll start shaking you. Why aren‘t you breathing? They’ll be broken. Tears. Many tears. More tears than you ever shed. Was it them? Were they the reason you did this? More tears. Pain. Every day. Every night. Every single second of every day. Guilt. More guilt. What about your best friends? They’re not going to care. Right? No. What’s the first thing that will go through their mind when your principal comes in and tells the class that you’re not alive. While your best-friend sits there in tears. That girl that you’d smile at but never talk to? She’s now crying. The boy who used to kick you under the table just to annoy you? He’ll be shocked. He’ll be devastated. He’ll blame himself. What about those few older girls who bullied you? They’ll feel regret. They’ll blame themselves. See, if you killed yourself today, you’ll never know what might of happened tomorrow. You’ll never know because you’re dead. Plain dead. Not breathing. Not alive. Just dead. Your family hates themselves for it. Your best-friend then falls into depression. Tears. Tears. More tears than a river. All because you killed yourself because you thought no one would care. Right? You are beautiful. You want to kill yourself? Think about it first. There’s no coming back. And I promise, if you do it, you are not only hurting yourself, you are hurting many. You are creating more tears than you led yourself to. You are beautiful. And you are never ever alone. ♥ get other kids to stop and think before they make a permanent decision on temporary feelings.

ive tried my best to never let you go and right now is about the hardest thing ive ever had to go through. because every night i have a dream that youre someone elses :( and that kills me. i just want you. No one else can even come close to you. i love you and i need you . you HONESTLY complete me i can be my self around you and i don’t have to be afraid to say anything wrong because you are the type of  person who understands me . You dont judge me and most importantly you love me just the way i am…. Now answer me …… why arent we together.? were wasting precious time ……………………</3

I wish you didnt work so much

or had only one job that payed more then two jobs combined so i had time to see you….

right now

04/15/1912, 2AM, North Atlantic.
100 years ago, the RMS Titanic set sail carrying 2,223 people. 
And exactly 100 years ago today, Titanic sank at the bottom of the North Atlantic Ocean causing the death of 1,514 souls after colliding with an iceberg a few hours earlier.
Today we remember all those who went down with the ship.
RIP Titanic and its victims.